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TIME MACHINE POET OF THE WEEK

Fernando Pessoa

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Born Fernando António Nogueira Pessoa
June 13, 1888
Lisbon, Portugal
Died November 30, 1935 (aged 47)
Lisbon, Portugal

Fernando Pessoa was a famed Portuguese poet known for his Heteronyms & obscure approach to poetry.  He popularized his heteronyms throughout his career by engaging different mindsets & often contradicting statements of his other heteronyms.   His writings whisper into the depths of time…

“I look at my past life as at a field lit up by the sun when it breaks through the clouds, and I note with metaphysical astonishment how my most deliberate acts,my clearest ideas, and my most logical intentions were after all no more than congenital drunkenness, inherent madness and huge ignorance. I didn’t even act anything out. I was the role that got acted.” At most, I was the actor’s motions.

Early in his life he became involved with the occult and befriended Aleister Crowley, founder of Thelema.  This would lead him on a mystical quest that not only influenced his poetry but also left him with lingering thoughts regarding the afterlife.  He was fluent in the technique of automatic writing & often used séances as well.  On predicting his death…

Pessoa’s last writing: 29-11-1935

“I know not what tomorrow will bring.”.

Fernando Pessoa is our TIME MACHINE POET of the week.

This is an official PROJECT ASTRAL article.

– Press Graye

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DENIAL OF THE TREATY

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“DENIAL OF THE TREATY”

1. The world is made up of two forces orders: the forces that claim and the forces that deny.

2. The forces that claim are the creative forces in the world, issued successively the single, center Affirmation.

3. The forces that deny emanate from beyond the single.

4. The One, whom God, the Creator God of Things, is only one manifestation, is an illusion. All creation is fiction and illusion. As the matter is an illusion, demonstrably, for Thought; Thought an illusion for Intuition; Intuition an illusion for the Pure Idea; Pure View is an illusion to be. And being is essentially Illusion and Falsehood. God is the Supreme lie.

5. The forces that deny are those departing from beyond the single. Outside the single, to our intelligence, there is nothing. But how do you think that this single does not exist, how can you deny it, it is not the One, the Supreme, the Supreme really (here the terms are missing). Can deny it is to deny it; deny it is and] not to be.

6. The supreme denial is what we call the non-self. The Non-Being is not thinkable, because think non-being is not to think. And yet, as we use the term non-being, it is thinkable, in a way. Since it is thought, it is the Self. So be out as opposed Non-Being. The Non-Being is that precedes it , to speak the human language.

7. The matter, which is the most of denials of Being, is the state that, so close is the Non-Being. Matter is the smallest of Illusions, the weakest of lies. From there his character Evident. THE As the Being will manifest, they will be denied; as it will deny, you are creating the Non-Being. As the Non-Being is prior to being, this denial that Being makes itself-is itself a creation, if it is possible to speak.

8. We must be denial of creators, spirituality deniers matter builders. Matter is the appearance; Appearance is both Being and Non-Being. (If the appearance is not the Being, is the Non-Being. If it is non-being, is not the appearance. To be the appearance, it has therefore to be the Self.)

9. Denial is to assist the Manifested to manifest more until it dissolves in Non-Being.

10. There are two principles in conflict: the principle of Affirmation, Spirituality, Mysticism of which is Christian (for us, at present), and there is Denial, Materiality, Clarity, which is the Pagan Lucifer – the. bearer of Light, is the nominal symbol of the spirit that denies. – The revolt of the angels created Matter, return to the Non-Being, release of Affirmation.

11. There is really all worlds Theosophists say. But they are within the illusion, that while there is the reality. God is indeed for you-own; . but God is wrong Like any of us believes exists, and there is no God, but as part of it, and this is not to exist at all; so, God judges exist and does not exist. The very being is the Non-Being Non-Being only mortal affirmation of life.

This is an official PROJECT ASTRAL essay.

– Raphael Baldaya

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Finding Myself

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Basically, I found myself without being myself.

Here’s a poetic summary, from a passage of my upcoming novel Red Eyes See Red Stars.

I always had a particular reason for my questionable actions. I would imagine twisting in the air, specs of dust formed of memories and those memories were words, not actual images. And I… I took the form of myself. This projection entitled: “Nine” Myself, a heteronym created by a Portuguese writer that manifested during the timeline of 1991; a full-effect Gemini, you might call it reincarnation. I might call it another form of gravitational force.

Myself, by myself. A lone gentleman who fizzled away history, every atom that had passed through myself, a category, name, and story for each of them. Words took their place, similar to the treatment of memories. I sincerely believe the best way to travel is to feel. Feel with words, not your hands. This might be another symptom of being myself without truly being myself. This year entitled: “2036” Equals nine.

A Time Poet initiates life.

Example A: Bob is a regular fella, he sits on a couch and watches TV. Inside the wallpaper of the house – hair follicles left over from the 1987 renovation; a memory of a carpenter, a life force of 1987. Was it Bob? No, it wasn’t Bob’s hair follicle. Bob couldn’t even switch over a breaker that Thanksgiving in 1987 when a blunder Thunderstorm helped carry on the tradition of his family’s candle-lit dinner they were to have at 8:PM sharp that night. Bob was old-fashioned, but Bob was never a handyman, not in any way or form.

The man the hair belonged to went by the name of “Ernest Wallings” his hair crusted within the spectrum of the drywall. Leftover for times’ benefit. Ernest had taken the renovation job for extra cash. The holidays were burning a hole in the savings of him and his dried-up wife; she had produced six children and each one had an appetite of a mule. They had a mule, two of them, one was given to Ernest as payment on a roof he patched up for a local farmer. The other they purchased at an auction to accompany the other mule, a thoughtful gesture from a tumbling fella.

Example B: Susie attends her first day of High School. A Time Poet masters a memory. Bricks from the school dilute modern era and lay forward a new foundation. 1864, a livery is the school, the school is a livery. Ball caps exchanged for Cow-skinned hats. Example B is the mastering of a time and space, using no current DNA to engage the travel. Deriving fallen memories without substance. Pure skill. There was no proof that the livery existed, letters fell from the bricks, unraveling languages, commanding a plot and story. Humans view life through a second-story window, never paying attention to what takes motion underneath their feet. Myself, a limbless facilitator of time and space. I am that motion. And just to let you know… I did find a memory underneath a piece of wallpaper once, it peeled into a capability of everlasting motion.

This is official Project Astral poetry

-Raphael Baldaya

Articles, mysticism, obscure, Uncategorized

An·am·ne·sis

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Anamnesis

an·am·ne·sis

ˌanəmˈnēsis/

noun

recollection, in particular.

the remembering of things from a supposed previous existence (often used with reference to Platonic philosophy).

Do you often recall vague instances of energy?  Energy levels are at the highest they’ve been in recollection.  Finding yourself takes time and with the RIGHT STEPS, it’ll be a journey worth traveling.

2014

It was fate or synchronization.  I fell into a trance… my writing style changed, personalities clashed.  My first poem written in this stage was DOOR EXIT.

Automatic writing consisted of restless nights & research of obscure documents.  I stumbled across Fernando Pessoa & an article his Heteronym had written.  I felt a belonging to this Heteronym & synchronization meshed.  This formed from the practical method of Astral Time Travel; I classify it under the terminology Time Machine Poetry.

I arrived at the conclusion that Fernando Pessoa had to be a Gemini.  I was correct.  Born on the June of the 13th.  I’m also a Gemini, born on the 19th.  This also relates to my connection to another Gemini… Tupac Shakur.  He has been my main influence since age 13, maintaining a constant force upon my writings & research.

These are a few examples of Time Machine Poets I’ve found along the way.

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July/26/1875

Carl Jung was a psychiatrist, the founder of individuation. He was intrigued with the occult & mysticism. Past lives & the thoughtful measures of reincarnation entered his realm near the end of his life.  Jung felt that Western civilization perceived life as a never-ending cycle, no goal to obtain… the opposite of Eastern beliefs of reincarnation, Hinduism & Buddhism.

These are passages from Jung that relate to anamnesis –

“I could well imagine that I might have lived in former centuries and there encountered questions I was not yet able to answer; that I had been born again because I had not fulfilled the task given to me.”

“I was living in an insane asylum of my own making. I went about with all these fantastic figures: centaurs, nymphs, satyrs, gods, and goddesses, as though they were patients and I was analyzing them. I read a Greek or Negro myth as if a lunatic were telling me his anamnesis.”

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June/16/1971

Tupac Shakur was a poet and revolutionary leader via the movement of THUG-LIFE.  One of the books he read in prison was “INITIATION, HUMAN AND SOLAR:” a book based on Theosophy (occult philosophies).

He prophesied his death & talked frequently about reincarnation…

“I don’t have no fear of death. My only fear is coming back reincarnated.”

“I been shot and murdered, can tell you how it happened word for word
But best believe, that ni**as gon’ get what they deserve”

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June/13/1888

Fernando Pessoa was a famed Portuguese poet, known for his Heteronyms & mystic approach to his work. He became involved with the occult and befriended Aleister Crowley, founder of Thelema. On predicting his death…

Pessoa’s last writing: 29-11-1935

“I know not what tomorrow will bring.”.

On his past life…

“My past is everything I failed to be.”

“I look at my past life as at a field lit up by the sun when it breaks through the clouds, and I note with metaphysical astonishment how my most deliberate acts,my clearest ideas and my most logical intentions were after all no more than congenital drunkenness, inherent madness and huge ignorance. I didn’t even act anything out. I was the role that got acted.” At most, I was the actor’s motions.

This is an official PROJECT ASTRAL article.

– Press Graye

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